THE RAIN STOPS, BUT THE SUN DOES NOT ALWAYS SHINE

2012

2012-01-24T19:16:00.003+08:00

I remember last standing in the midst of crowds along Orchard Rd. Cursing, swearing, perspiring, annoyed and everything else. Thankfully I got to escape Christmas & New Year crowd into a little peace and serenity. Although I knew reality would catch up with me sooner or later, I had to treasure that moment and not take it for granted.

And if you're unaware, its less than a week before we welcome February, the month of Love. And before I set any expectations to it, January has been a ride for me. Pretty mundane with the work load although its pretty much in my dream OFFICE (catch that word, OFFICE and NOT JOB). I believe I have grew up a bit, considering how I would have just step out of that place because I honestly do not like what I am doing. Dealing with customers and trying to appease them, whatever.

Nevertheless, everything comes with a price and the experience and journey of learning is of course, priceless. Amazing people and environment, so I suppose I should be grateful considering at how a lot of people would love to be in my position right now.

Oh well, life is life.

Enjoy January while it last, and let us all end it with love and positivity.

p.s HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR <3 I WISH YOU ALL LUCK, FORTUNE, WEALTH, HEALTH, PROSPERITY AND EVERYTHING WELL.

xoxo

Just a lil bit of love

2011-11-06T20:23:00.002+08:00

Wow, its already November and just a month plus or so to go before we welcome a brand new year. I hope everyone is working hard and partying hard :)) Here are a few photo to fill you up a bit

MY 21st BIRTHDAY (PRIVATE AFFAIR)

HARI RAYA 2011

OPEN HOUSE + 21st

DAYS OF MY LIFE <3

There you all go, a whole load of photos for you all! I've been spending most time with the people I love & I hope you're all making the time for your loved ones.

What else is there to update? Hmm.. I'll be sitting for my finals end of this year, spending a whole load of time with books now, got no time to waste, gotta rest the fun and add a lil more stress in my life but oh what the heck, why should I be complaining right? Its just temporary! HEE.

And it seems like my body is telling me to stop having fun too! Down with an injury and hopefully no surgery will be needed which by the way I highly think won't be needed as I feel perfectly fine, just a whole load of pain when I climb stairs or lean weight on my left feet or right ankle. I'm a young lady in an elderly body so please excuse me.

Its gonna be a really busy month for me! Gonna be drowning with notes and colorful pens :D I need to shoppp! Stay safe and be happy everyone <3 <3

xoxo

21st wishlist.

2011-08-27T09:45:00.002+08:00

Each year, its a tradition for me to to put up my wishlist on my blog in hoping for some miracle. So, here it goes! :D

HELLO KITTY POLAROID
PINK BOOTS
TOPSHOP MEMBERS CARD
BALLOONS
PINK MACBOOK COVER
VICTORIA SECRET MEMBERS CART
PINK DIGITAL WATCH
WAFFLE MAKER MACHINE
MEGA HUGE BIRTHDAY CARD
MAKE UP BRUSH SET
BUILD A BEAR

That is pretty much about it, now gotta keep fingers cross! See you all (those invited) at my birthday!

xoxo

Baby I just wanna dance.

2011-07-28T00:33:00.003+08:00

Sometimes people we love doesn't know how hard it is for us to be so blunt and straight forward about our negative feelings towards them. And so, I hope you do know that its not easy for me. In a state of confusion.

But however, nothing ever comes on a silver plate for everyone which concludes to slogging our asses out to be where and what you wanna be! It is not going to be easy, but the results will sure be rewarding - or at least that is what I keep telling myself.

Fasting month is just days away & I look forward to welcoming it. And its only during such fasting month I feel like such a terrible person. I shall not be rolling to deep into this. Have a great night everyone! xoxo.

FIX ON YOUR GOSSIP LIPS

2011-07-26T11:32:00.003+08:00

MY FORMSPRING IS BACK ON RUNNING PEOPLE :D :D :D

ASK ME, ANYTHING!

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xoxo

I've got sunshine

2011-07-20T00:37:00.002+08:00

I hope everyone is doing freaking awesome, because me right here is having the time of my life! I've accomplish a lot of things in life which I thought I never could but! everything happened otherwise. Of course, it doesn't come on a silver plate but the hard work all paid off! I'm sure damn proud of myself for all my friends and family that has been there for my through all the rough patches and still didn't gave up on me, thank you so so much.

School has started, so that's one more activity added to my already very busy schedule. But starting school also means, more things to do and more occupied and I get to enjoy what I love doing. Yes its weird but I love school :D :D Its too bad that most of my classmates are from China otherwise it will be more funnn!!!

Well, here are some photos :)

THE BEST BANANA STRAWBERRY CHOCOLATE WAFFLE WITH ICE CREAM I'VE EVER HAD IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!

COACHING THE ITE SIMEI TOUCH FOOTBALL TEAM.

SHOWING OFF MY GETTING FATTER, SMARTER, STUBBORN TO ALL OF YOU!

iPAD IS NO FUN!

Anyway, life is seriously super awesome right now. And I hope that everyone is doing all great too :D I'm super stress about my 21st birthday right now! I seriously need to crack my brainnnn!!! Wish me good luckkk!!!!!!

xoxo

JOB VACANCY

2011-07-05T11:34:00.002+08:00

HI! ANYONE INTERESTED TO WORK AS A SERVICE CREW, PART TIME OR FULL TIME PLEASE DROP ME A COMMENT OR E-MAIL; nana.syafiqa@hotmail.com <3 <3 <3

Options Open

2011-07-02T17:06:00.002+08:00

Hi, to all the busy body out there doesn't mean I'm not working as an accountant now, I doo not have plans for my future. Like how most of you are just giving a two hoots about relationship, I am just leaving my career options open. If ou people really care, you can do so by personally asking me and not by getting updates from others Facebook or etc.

I am sincerely happy right now, pleaase don't be a sour grape just because you are a failure.

Xoxo

Broken Strings

2011-07-01T22:57:00.001+08:00

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

With love,

2011-06-16T00:11:00.001+08:00

Hi all, I hope everyone is doing great because I definitely am :D Some friends may have walked out of my life but that shall not affect me like I've mentioned to a couple of people, "better now than later".

I don't really have much to say, I promise to update more often and share lovely photos with you people! Lately, I don't have much things to say or at least publicly.

I'm thankful and blessed with an amazing family, bestfriend and a $!$!#%^$#%&! I hope all of you will stay happy and continue to believe in your dreams!

P.S this space is not for you to judge me. this space is for you to get a little inside to my life so please, if you have any negative or judgmental comments please do say, IN MY FACE. If you want play bitch with me, you can play yourself. And this apply to everyone who has anything personal against me or if I've offended you in anyway, please just tell me. I hate to have people being pissed at me and I'm totally clueless about it. I will appreciate your honesty.

xoxo

Tonight, Every Night.

2011-05-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

Right now as I'm typing this so many things are going through my mind but one thing I'm sure about is that I'm still stuck in the pass and no matter what it takes, I'm never looking back and just going to continue move forward even if it hurts like a bitch and even if it means I just go to cry all night long, alone.

Its always easy for people to say, "hey! don't say you're alone, you got me" or "you're never alone you have so and so". But in reality, we all know that we are always alone. Because no matter what, people are not always there for you. They don't actually miss you to go the extra mile to do anything to just make sure they get rid of that "missing" feel. They just keep using words, words after words to make you feel good and just hope that their words will keep you company.

Words are comforting for that moment but when someone makes an effort, it creates a memory which is, everlasting.

I'm getting tired of feeling sad and lonely and hurt all the time. Its not fun at all. I just want to be happy all over again thus, I'm leaving every burden in me behind. I'm leaving it all for good. No more heart ache, no more stress.

Goodbye.

Get on the floor

2011-05-17T04:17:00.002+08:00

I learn that once a person is a liar, no matter how much confrontation has been made that bad habit just stays true to them. Worst than smoking and drug addiction. I can sit here all night long and do 5000 words essay about you and you will still be you, and I'm sorry I can't love and accept a liar for a liar.

Moving on (how I wish moving on in life is as simple as moving on from a topic of conversation), I'll be back in town next week. Not really looking forward but I've a lot of catching up to do when I'm back in town, and I mean studying.

I sincerely miss a lot of people in my life but is that feeling enough to forgive all the shit they have put me through? I understand that forgiving is a harder thing compared to seeking for it. But just how do I forgive someone who has hurt me so bad, treated me like trash and lied to me so much, can somebody please teach me.

No matter how many people is mocking the grenade song but seriously just how many guys out there who is willing to go the "extra mile" for you. Not an extremist but a guy who will take a bullet for you. I feel very touched when I'm crossing the road, my other half will walk on the side where the cars are coming from, because that is what I will do for someone whom I want to protect. But hey, who actually gives a damn right.

Nobody will understand, nobody.

Strawberry on top

2011-05-05T02:15:00.002+08:00

"the worst thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't worth to know the truth"

That makes me damn worthless in your life. Well, I shouldn't care. If I'm not worth the truth than fine. Right now, I don't believe a single thing you say anymore. No more, not this time.

And I'm not sorry for not being everything you and your friends need in a girl. It's alright that I lose another 20 pound and go through the same shit again rather than change to be someone I've never fancied to be. I'm not like you, I do not change to be accepted among people who I've never liked and especially changing to a person I said i will never be. But congratulations to you for being able to change so much in less than 6 months.

If I stand somewhere important in your life, stop lying to me. And you said I've changed? Probably I've lost weight but other than that, I'm fine. You think I've talked lesser? NO! But you stop listening to me and you talk to me lesser, tell me nothing or just lies. You are the one who let your ego get the better of things and took me for granted like as though I am a piece of shit. There is completely nothing wrong for you to go drinking and clubbing but go you gave to lie? Is it necessary to hit on girls when you are there?

You want to girls in your life? You're that desperate to have someone taking over my place? I suppose it's more than obvious that you are and I shall not fill up that space anymore, my time is up.

What I know after this is that if you were to read this post, you won't feel any pinch at all and will just say I choose to feel this way. Well guess what, probably yes I do. I chose to be with you, chose up stick with you right through anything and everything but you, you choose to abandon me when we were at the highest point of our lives. Thank you.

Bon jour

2011-05-03T04:23:00.002+08:00

So this is the life which I've always dreamt of but is this what I really want? Hmm. It's really tough decision especially after seeing more of everything. I have to make a decision because I refuse to be like an aimless person who just stray their life away. It has only been 2 weeks and I'm already missing home. Life and decision. It's just a choice to be home or away from home. Some say if I've the chance to do it abroad, I should but honestly, I'm at a crossroad. I am not sure myself where I want to be :(

Anyway, after being away there are a few things which I learn are not important to me or should I say, was never a part of life but of course I have seen who are important to me. I don't think I've to mention names because I'm sure they know who they are.

On a happy note! London was great, THE wedding, Oxford, Westminster and oh my gosh, so much more. And I've turned into H&M shopaholic (HEE) but lucky my cousin is here because she will nag. And I've to admit UK is beyond amazing although it's dirty. What I really like about UK is the people and how I can eat and drink in the train (there are also vending machines). Although the transport are kinda expensive I've to live the country.

Blackpoll (Liverpool) was freezziiinnnggg. But I'm a proud girl because I owned those big roller coaster. USS is a major loser. They really need more rides and better service. Yes USS is like my 2nd house but compared to blackpool, I might just go there everyday! *flick hair.

Paris (where I am right now) is alright. Not so special, hate the transport but I love the boys and girls. So pretty! In fact, too pretty and I got to agree with the guy who commented that Kate looks like any English girl. Oh well. She's still pretty and I'm jealous :)

I'm going to catch sleep now. Hope everyone is good. xoxo

in london

2011-04-29T21:02:00.002+08:00

So, THIS IS IT.

I've analysed, fought with myself, weigh my decision for I don't know how many times but the moment has arrived. This is it.

I've nothing left to say and even if I do I believe its pointless saying it all to you. I'm not angry, sad or whatever. At this moment I'm so tired of all your rubbish and treating me like trash.

"Don't ever make someone a priority when you're just an option"

thousand mile

2011-04-24T13:43:00.003+08:00

So here I am blogging, thousand miles away from a place I call home. I don't really know what to say here but I'm kinda shock to what I've been hearing and seeing online. But at the end of each day here, I pray for strength to get where I really want to be.

I've been really emotional lately so I'm trying to pull myself together and not react to anything till I'm pretty stable and sure to my feelings so to prevent any misunderstandings which may lead to ugly decisions.

I will pull through this. And I will not waste my time being all concern when I get nothing in return. But well, what am I expecting. I should have known from the start.

xoxo

If it makes you happy

2011-04-19T00:27:00.002+08:00

When you love someone all you want is for that person to be happy but when you know that they are happy even without you in their life, its just best to stay that way - to stay out of their life.

Trust fall.

2011-04-16T20:55:00.002+08:00

I do not trust a person easily, their words especially. I believe none. Its just built in me not to trust anyone and when I do, I have expectations from that person. In fact, a very high expectations. But after all these years I've learnt that there is NO ONE you can trust and on top of that, expect NOTHING from anyone because expectation leads to nothing but disappointment so you can just imagine if you have such a great expectations, I don't think anyone can bear the greater depth of disappointment.

At this state that I am right now the heart break doesn't seem to be healing, so much so that I've turned numb to every circumstances. Problem after problem, it just keeps piling and pending to solve but what the heck! why does it even have to be solved in the first place when I'm in the only one who gives a damn about trying to make things right again.

Besides, why should I try talking to people who don't even know what they want in the very first place. Sometimes, certain things are better left unsaid. Because communicating means trusting that person will listen and do something about it but since I choose not to trust anyone, I shouldn't bother.

My tears dried up and my heart turned cold.

The grass could be greener on the other side.

2011-04-14T23:46:00.001+08:00

The news came in too fast for me to react. My mind has been pretty much slowed down to my personal pace that I can probably say I've officially switched myself off to a lot of things and my decision is pretty set straight to where I want things to be and most importantly, where I want to be - right now, tomorrow, near future and beyond.

Someone once told me that God is fair and we can't have everything. There will always be something which we lack and I got to agree. It doesn't have to necessarily be about looks or wealth or studies as a matter of fact it could a combination of all. Each day I'm growing, and I'm thankful that I've enough room and space to breathe as I'm growing.

I'm yet to pack my bag, figure out what I should bring and how much money I need. Too much things needs to be settled and I'm not really happy. In fact, I'm not even looking forward to it anymore. I don't know what to expect, I really don't. Sigh. I guess I really just have to slow down and breathe.

Have a great weekend everyone.

Hugs&Kisses

Time flies

2011-04-10T01:17:00.005+08:00

As I lay here in my room which is in such a disaster state, I come to realize that as I mature, things around me changes too. Like how I want to re-furnish my room (re-painting, new furniture etc.) to a theme, "my room is my life". So right now my room is seriously cluttered and messy and terrible (just like my life) but! its in the midst of changes, and yes, same goes to my life.

I've been making big decisions lately but it is starting to dawn on me that although those decisions I made may seem childish in other peoples eye at the end of the day it is MY life and everyone has a different path to set their foot on, nobody will walk on the same path because for me definitely will not want to share a path with someone else.

I cant express how much I miss blogging down my thoughts, sharing photos with my readers which I think 90% has probably stopped reading. But that is not the point because this is a start to a very much new chapter. So I'll have fresh new readers.

Well anyway, here are some photos I would love to share :)

I'm super lazy to resized the photos but the bigger the photos it saves a lot of "zooming in" times right? ;)

Hugs&Kisses!

Where life as it is.

2011-03-22T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone. I know it has been a real long time since I blogged. I've been really busy with putting my life back together and picking myself up but at the midst of it all, I found myself. I found what I lacked, while most are out of my control I decided to do right with what I can do right. I hope everyone is doing great and having a splendid 2011. Always remember to love the ones who love you as we won't know what tomorrow brings and never hate your enemies as loving them will teach you how to love.

I've plenty of photos to share, but it would take forever. So I'm just dropping by here again to have a breather and start a new all over again. My life is pretty much unsettled, changes are coming in and I'm learning to adapt but I'm seeing the picture clearer and clearer now, its no longer in blur. And that, I've to thank all my friends who has been there for me through all my shitty days and still accepting me at their highest point in life.

I've learned that I don't have plenty of friends. I may know a lot of people but mostly everyone around me just have their own little bubble. Probably this is how my life is, I've a damn good education, family and what some of my friends say wealth but I don't have someone whom I can call at 3am in the morning, or someone who will remember me when its all about fun. Well, that's probably because I'm a boring person or plainly maybe because God is fair.

Nevertheless, I've met great people in life. I've made new friends and they are really nice. Though some are hard to understand but I've to accept the differences and just be mature about things. I hope these people are here to stay because they are really seriously awesome. I've found what I call, friendship.

I'll drop by here more often, I'll try. Goodnight & Sweet Dreams.

Hari Raya

2010-10-06T20:34:00.004+08:00

I know I've been missing in action for quite a while now but please pardon me, I've been really busy that I don't have much time for myself however since I'm free now, I shall do an update with photos from 2010 Hari Raya!

And speaking of which, I would like to seek forgiveness from all you readers whom I may have offended with my words be it intentionally or unintentionally. Please forgive my wrong doings (: xoxo.

DAY 1

DAY 2

DAY 3

ALL THE OTHER DAYS

Alright, I'm done with the photos! Well on the 4th day of Hari Raya (monday) I took the company which I'm working for the vessel and took a few photos but I'm not quite sure if I can post up the photos. There are so many limitations in the office that I don't even know what's so happy about the environment, I personally believe that as long as your work is done to expectation and perfection, professionalism takes place when relationship doesn't work out, it will definitely be a happy working place.

However when 2 people can't put aside personal conflict and work, there is no happy environment. And when question asked are being turned down, there is no happy environment. And when your colleagues are scared of making mistakes because of your crudeness and rudeness, THERE IS COMPLETELY NOTHING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT. But just smile right, I'm always smiling because I stick to my own principle and I don't treat people so they know the shit that I went through. GROW UP PLEASE.

My job is really fun though (: Learn new things everyday! HEE. And I kinda like my corner though its kinda open. Well, if I'm given the opportunity to re-design the office, I'll gladly do it! :D

Anyway, post up about my awesome birthday soon :D :D

loadsalove,
nana syafiqa

Ting's Night

2010-09-19T09:02:00.002+08:00

Finally met Ting last week for dinner, it was really a good catch up and we talk seriously non-stop! The purpose of meeting her was to pass her stuff and of course to catch up and me being me totally forgot about the stuff since I was late and I guess too excited! HAHA.

Thankfully we came in early because after 645 the q was ridiculous and it was during fasting month so lucky we got a table early. Anyway, thank you Ting for the small lil cute gift you gave me. Its total awesome-ness! And I love it (:

We managed to finish up everything on the table, not because we're greedy or big eaters but the portion has been reduced to like 1/2 from the previous servings. The standard has dropped, even their service. Oh well. But the food quality is still good.

Saw the gift Ting gave me? Honestly readers, I don't eat chocolate. I don't like chocolate except for a few. So Ting remembered that I love kinder beuno's because of the toys and alas! She is so sweet! HAHAH. If you all need to know, the boy gave me so much toys I've a box full of it and a few displayed on my table. I love of all them, all of the toys and all the people who give me toys :D :D Well, it depends actually because if I hate you, i'll probably throw the toys away. HEE.

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Well, I know I've not been blogging much that is because I've been extremely lazy but do follow me at twitter.com/nanasyafiqa or just formspring.me/nanasyafiqa (: I will be glad to answer any of your questions but I do not follow strangers on my twitter and of course, you can follow me too! Don't be shy, I know you all are busybody. :D

I've been spending a lot of time with my family and him. I don't want october to come so soon, I still want my weekends with him. But this is for his own good, a place for him to grow, a path which lead us to be stronger or strangers. Sigh. ANYWAYS! My birthday is coming :D :D MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING! HAHAH.

Oh well, nothing special about it. I do hope I get my ice skating, wake boarding and a good dinner. If not, its perfectly fine because no one is to be blamed! So beside the point, I made a list of what I want for my birthday (: HAHAH. Super thick skin but this is me! I also not asking you to buy, its just a birthday wish list.

1. I WANT YOU TO BE ABLE TO GO HOME ON FRIDAY.
2. 20 BALLOONS :D :D :D :D :D :D
3. THE WHOLE COLLECTION OF CARE BEARS!
4. JUICY COUTURE TRACKSUIT.
5. JUICY COUTURE MOUSE PAD AND MOUSE.
6. MANICURE AND PEDICURE.
7. SUNDRESS!
8. BEAUTIFUL PUMPS/FLATS!
9. A SUPER MEGA HUGE BIRTHDAY CARD!
10. A BIRTHDAY CAKE :)

I tell you all something okay, the last time I had a birthday cake was during F1. Thanks to my amazing friends from Escape Theme Park. So that was 3 years ago? And after which I've never had a cake before. Well, I'm honestly a super fussy person. I love fruit cakes but no durians. I love chocolate cake but it must be an ice cream chocolate cake! HAHA. I detest flowers, only important people need to know which flowers I like.

My friends are telling me that I have everything and its hard for them to buy me a present, well. I've 10 things for you girls to get me now. No excuses ah! Chop off all your hair ah if don't buy me anything, OKAY KIDDING!

Hari Raya has been, well.. Hari Raya. What else is there to say about it. Work.. well.. some people just need to be more professional and matured in their decision making. Seriously, I don't even want to be part of your friendship but I'm now in the department so suck it up and learn to work with one more person and not just between you and you. *macam nak angakt kaki jalan. Other than that, I've made a really good friend, Christina (: She's super awesome and we're like each other except that she's eager to get married already. Oh gosh. Chill girls, chill.

Whatever it is, I wish all my friends who are getting married, all the best and well wishes from me to you girls. I'm pretty much done here. I had an amazing saturday yesterday. Its beyond words! I love it, love it, love it, love it, love it!

JULIANA ROSLAN, YOU ASK FOR MY ADDRESS FOR WHAT AH. YOU BETTER DON'T STALK ME. AND I SO THE VERY LONG NEVER SEE YOU ALREADY!

loadsalove
nanasyafiqa

Masquerade

2010-09-05T10:53:00.003+08:00

28th August was teachers' day dinner. I can cross my heart to one thing, I was dreading to go but since it would be my last special moments with them and I was invited, might as well just go and of course I made the full of it though the food was bad (Pan Pacific Hotel) and I think they took the cheaper food menu.

The theme for the night is as mentioned above, Masquerade. (: Nevertheless, I had a lot of fun with all the teachers there and being said that I really miss everyone there. :(

So anyway, here are the photos! Enjoy :D everyone look so pretty and pretty and pretty!

Fadilah Camera!

Auntie Teo

Mrs Ting

Mrs Chandra and Mrs Rasul

Mrs Sani

Shakinah's Camera

The night ended with a high note and I had my very last bit of fun with everyone in PCF. I sincerely enjoyed my working days with them and miss every single day of it. I wish all of you the best and continue to work hard for the kids as they are our future.

loadsalove
nanasyafiqa

september

2010-08-31T23:54:00.000+08:00

September is the month of changes a new chapter of my life. I'll be no longer a pre-school teacher but in fact, I'm a step closer to realising my dream, tomorrow I'll start my new work; account assistant. 9-6 job. I'm not excited actually but life has to go on and at times we just got to GROW UP & GROW OUT of things. Not necessarily everything but just little things to get closer to our dream.

I hope all you readers out there will continue to chase your dream and don't be afraid to step out of your comfort zone though it can get really scary at times but just keep moving and before you know it, you're at the place where you actually want to be.

Life has been a little rough for me but now I'm much better though still pulling myself together. I just got to keep running this life marathon even if it means running alone. But right now, through all the tough times I know I'm not alone. I've a great family, friends and him. There is not enough thank you I can say to those who has been there for me. I'm really thankful. But its also time like this where I know who are not exactly a friend and to these people, goodbye.

This is just speaking out of general and not to a particular person but if you're offended, obviously you're guilty. Things I've learnt about being someone friend is that, even no matter how busy I am with school or work I'll still take time for my friend especially if I know they are facing bad times. At times, we just got to stop thinking that everyone is like us. Doesn't mean we have a family member to turn to, our friends will also have because it doesn't work that way. We just go to remember that different people come from different background.

Those people who are attached, seriously take a break from your boyfriend. You meet him every single day of your life and your friend is just asking for a few hours and its still impossible. You seriously think a sorry can mend things? Well, not for me. You know why? Because when you had problems I was still there for you no matter how busy I was.

But its okay, in this world we only live for our self. All the best.

Loadsalove,
Nana Syafiqa

CHARCOS

2010-08-29T10:57:00.002+08:00

Last Tuesday the awesome us headed to Ang Mo Kio just for Charcos to break fast (: It was pretty amazing, though we had to break fast in the cab but heading down was amazing since the 4 of us have no idea how to get there and actually, they trusted me enough to just follow suit with my direction and thank God we reached there safely :D

If you have no idea about Charcos, you can visit their facebook site at, CHARCOS I'm sure there a lot of information there (:

Anyway, the food is awesome! I love love their Ribs, Herb Chicken, Chicken Avocado Pasta (: Yes I'm a chicken lover, all my friends know that I cannot survive without chicken! I can eat chicken rice every single day :D :D Those who went to school with me during ITE days will know that. Everywhere I go, I'll find chicken. HEE :D :D

While waiting for the food...

Faezah

Fadilah

Faezah & Fadilah

And so food arrived :D :D

Lamb Kebab!

Chicken Avocado Pasta

Herbs Chicken

Sha and her Ribs

Potato Salad

Me and Faezah

After sitting there for like 2-3 hours eating (no kidding), we went cam-whore :D :D

FINALLY GOING HOME!

So the next day, all of us were like zombies at work but so high and addicted to Charcos. Okay, not really. We are more psych now to drag Faezah to geylang bazaar and get her dengdeng! HAHAH :D

Take care everyone.

loadsalove
nana syafiqa

Nurul Dyania

2010-08-25T13:25:00.002+08:00

Dyania came over on last saturday to study! Okay, well we did study but after a couple of hours and more, we got pretty distracted with online shopping and gossiping, HEE :D than after which, we literally spam my webcam. But it was definitely a lot of fun (: (:

Please still do be friends with us after this post (:

That is all I have (: (: it was definitely a whole load of fun! can't wait to meet this girl soon to break fast together! Anyway, to all my friends who are fasting and will be celebrating hari raya, don't you all think time has passed so fast? And in 2 weeks time it will be called for celebration?

Well, all the best to all of you to continue this fasting month! Take care and all the best.

Loadsalove,
nana syafiqa

ice skating, national day, farewell

2010-08-22T12:30:00.002+08:00

My National Day was spend with 2 other crazy girls. Wanted to bowl but the guy at the counter was rude and we had to be on the waiting list so we went for ice skating! Before that we had donut since we were like starving! HAHA. But didn't want to eat so much since we were still going to have dinner after that.

Kallang Leisure Park

As you can see from the photo, we had Ramen Tan for dinner. And I had spicy tom yum ramen and the 2 girls said my face turn super duper red but unfortunately, I couldn't see it for myself :( and the photo didn't do any justice either! HAHA. but anyway, I'm out of here. No mood to do a long wordy post.

I guess you have lost it, I don't blame you.

LoadsaLove,
nana syafiqa

2010-08-21T11:22:00.003+08:00

I am here to complain that I can't go Korea at the end of the year and my parents might just go Paris by themselves. Where is the justice to that? Okay fine, they are the one who is working and earning all the money which I'm spending but nevertheless, Paris without me is a DISASTER because I won't be happy okay I'm already not happy about the whole situation. But what am I left to do? A new Prada bag didn't make things better. I want a Prada wallet. I think I'm in love with Prada now, shikes whatever happened to Chanel. That is not the point anyway, the point is I'm just unhappy that this coming December I might miss my exam again.

This is seriously unfair and nonsense to me. Like okay its just a day and I'm only asking for a day and you can't grant me a day leave? okay, maybe they can because the exam dates are not set but what the hell its just a day! and if i've to wait for 6 more months to take my exam what the hell am I suppose to do? Don't they know I want to complete my ACCA? Life is seriously taking a turn now but I'm killing SAA right now to set a date and I want my leave to be approved! Because it is just a day!

I've been really stress up with things lately (actually I don't know stress about what) but that is not the point! My point here is that I need someone to take away my cards before my mum take a scissors and cut them into pieces for me. I'm a real danger when I'm at home and tired of studying. I hate blogshops. They are so tempting and so nice and so yummy (virtually) till I can't resist them.

Another thing, being sick for 2 weeks is NOT funny. I keep going to the toilet during working hours just to blow my nose and during lessons I've to step out of the classroom because seriously, its damn freaking gross that I find myself freaking out. I need to see the doctor but I'm so lazy and can't be bothered but I told myself and him that I'll go to the doctor today so I shall and I also shall eat my medicine till I get better. I need to get well soon.

Most of my friends are saying that I'm getting skinnier which I highly disagree and would like to support my decision my saying that so what if I have an abs line? I still have a chunk of fat! And my thighs are still huge. Period. No, I don't have issues with my body (okay, maybe a little) but I need to lose weight. Get that? I NEED.

Anyway, my room is in a freaking mess that I feel like throwing everything away. I'm not kidding. Anyway, I'm yet to do an update about my outing with the 2 other crazy girls till I lost my voice (okay, partially lost) that they say I need to learn how to shut up and stop singing National Day songs. BUT DAMN ITS SO ADDICTIVE! Beside the point, wait for September, I've a surprise for all of you ;) Or you can always go to twitter!

Have a great weekend everyone.

LoadsaLove,
nana syafiqa

Blacks Fun Touch 2010

2010-08-17T18:29:00.002+08:00

This year, the senior made a team and joined the women's open (: It was definitely a great experience since this is the first we're playing out of school representation and it was purely all out of fun :D I pulled my hamstring, couldn't run for like 2 weeks? Went for a malay traditional massage and I think my masseuse was really mean despite my tears she went on pressing the pain till i had like blue blacks after that? But worth the pain! The next day I was like a "freewilly" :D

Anyway, the photos are not in order, all in random order but enjoy!

P.S my team name was "CATCH!"

Up next, should be winter touch league :D Btw, I miss playing touch. Hello, when is our next training? ;) Anyway, readers! my formspring very quiet leh. Am I saying too many things on my post that you all have nothing to ask??? HMMMM...

LoadsaLove
nana syafiqa

I Never Told You

2010-08-15T09:20:00.000+08:00

I miss those blue eyes
How you kissed me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you
I can't believe I still want you
After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to when I'm not
Around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you
I can't believe I still want
You
After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No I never told you
I just held it in
And now I miss everything
About you
(still you're gone)
Can't believe that I still want
You
After all the things we've
Been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

NDP @PCF

2010-08-14T09:20:00.002+08:00

The school had a NDP celebration for the kids and we teachers were extremely excited for the whole fun but trust me, all of us were just looking forward to the long weekend. Before this day, we had to teach them "Majulah Singapura", "The Pledge", and a few other National Day songs eg. Stand Up For Singapore, One People One Nation. And it definitely wasn't easy but a lot of fun because of their silly ethics. So, we had to come in red and white (what's new) so did the kids.

There are quite a number of photos of the kids, enjoy (:

Xing Er

Apple 1

Clarice

Apple 2

Apple 1, Apple 2, Berry 1

Shaffie

Athikah

Ilham

Renae

Malik

That is all :D :D Yes, no photos of us teacher because we were busy taking photos of the kids! I hope all of you had a great National Day Holiday (:

**********************

As of today, I've been unwell for the past few days. Nothing serious well at least for me but I personally think I need to grow up and start eating medicine instead of running away from it. I don't like going to the doctor because it defeats the whole purpose, I will not take the prescribed medication. In fact, I don't take any medication.

Other than that, my life is been pretty mundane and nothing new. Monday - Friday is work. Wednesday and Thursday is school. Tuesday meet up with Dyania. Other days I rest at home and slack and do pretty much whatever I want eg. watching drama and sleeping. I need to discipline myself to study more often!

Putting that aside, I can't stand my freaking room anymore! There are just too much things (especially clothes!) and too little space! I've a closet, a wardrobe, and trays for my clothes and bags and it is still not enough! Don't get me wrong here as I'm not bragging but I'm complaining that MUMMY ITS TIME FOR A BUILT IN WARDROBE NOW, LIKE NOW, NOW, NOW, NOW, NOW!

I'm told to give away clothes which I don't want to and I did. I will randomly give clothes to my friends which I don't wear or if its too big and still still still NO SPACE. I'm so freaking mad at myself sometime but HELLO GIRLS! when you look at pretty clothes can you resist the temptation of not buying? No right? So you should all understand me.

I can't wait for home renovation, finally this crappy old looking house is gonna take a whole change. Hopefully mummy let me do the planning :D :D HEEEE. Oh, I have thus found my white care bear :D Okay, I'll take a twitpic of it and upload on my twitter so you people can see! I'm so happy :D :D If anyone knows where I can find the big one please please please please please tweet me or comment or formspring me okay!

Alright, I'm out of here. Going back to sleep.

LoadsaLove
nana syafiqa

p.s you are greatly missed and i feel so contented when i get a text from you. please take care of yourself and be good. there is never a day gone by without having you in my mind. "i remember the every look upon your face, the way you roll your eyes and the way you taste". I need to be strong, I know. I miss you.

GIANT

2010-08-12T14:10:00.002+08:00

Last week brought the kids to GAINT :D Super duper a lot of fun! Although half the time I wanted to just sit down ad switch myself off, the kids kept me going with their questions and enthusiasm!

I was super grateful that the class I was in-charge off had only 8 kids attending thus reducing the amount of stress immediately :D They are all nursery kids by the way.

Ms Sha (Shakinah)

ME :D

Renae

Xaden

Preethi

Min Hui

Emily

Jun Wei and Zen

Adriel

Riki

Krystal and Jayden

Jana and Nafisa

Fiqah and Nafisa

Jia Hui

Apple 2! 8 students for that day ;)

Fruits which they bought :D

cheeky them!

Clarice and Renae

Nursery teachers and Assistant Teachers

Bought lunch to bring back to center, bought ben&jerry too :D much love!

Have a blissful month of fasting to all the muslims out there <3

LoadsaLove
nana syafiqa

dinner date

2010-08-10T11:10:00.003+08:00

Last Friday (i think) met Wei Ting for dinner a little catch up session at Tampines and accompanied her to find some stuff too.

We had dinner at Tampines One, Fish and Co. (: The food is alright only, nothing special except for the presentation. The service was very poor also. We didn't have a knife on our table and we had to wait for like 5 minutes before someone came to take our order and the food came like 15 mins later or more. Very slow service but the staffs are very friendly though, so that is a thumbs up for them.

Oh, we ordered FROZEN JUNKIE (or something like that) and they split the drink into halve for us :D appreciated very much!

Please don't die when you see my face. I haven't been getting enough sleep.

Spend quite a bit talking and walked around to get her stuff and home!

I hope all of you had a great national day! I've a lot more photos to upload but all these people owe me photos! *RAWWWRRRR!* -YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

LoadsaLove
nana syafiqa

JB Trip (:

2010-07-31T14:49:00.002+08:00

So this actually took place in June during the kids school holiday. The highlight wasn't about visiting the centre but more of the shopping though I actually didn't buy anything, nevertheless it was fun! HAHAHA.

I promise myself, after that trip I'm never ever going to JB again unless I'm taking the car. I dislike the fact that I've to walk all the way to immigration and queue. And walk back and try to find the bus. I wonder how some people can do it on daily or weekly basis.

That is pretty much all the photos. Anyway, just a little insight of the trip..

We headed to NURI Childcare Centre to just pay a visit and I can't help but to emphasize just really how lucky my students are. Our facilities, learning centre, equipments etc. Its way beyond comparison.

I wasn't really enthusiastic about the whole trip because we met at Tampines Interchange, 7am and after which we headed straight for the immigration checkpoint. I was trying to sleep but it was really uncomfortable and after visiting the 2 centre, I started to get really hungry and I'm not really nice when I'm hungry. HAHAH.

So I was super whiny but Wei Ting just shut me off with her iTouch and went to sleep -.-! But lunch was good other than the fact the people were busy stealing my food! I showed total blackface through out lunch and didn't want to say anything much also. Some people can get really annoying and selfish to the peak point.

After that it was shopping! HAHAH. Didn't buy anything la, damn boring. But bought finger food and donut for my brother :D Wei Ting did some major shopping! HAHAHA. But she needed those stuff so I shall be nice if not after she read this she'll go "wahliao eh you!"

******

I can't believe it has been 5 weeks since last holiday. And now its 5 more weeks to go before september holiday and before fasting month ends. Oh dear, that is really fast! I'm totally looking forward to fasting month, it gets me all excited and hype!

Gonna revamp my room again. Alright, I know my new furniture has been in for less than a year but I want a change of room. New bed, new closet, new light, new tv, new painted walls. SO EXCITED!! Hopefully I get all these done and not just talk only.

Regarding school, I'm really enjoying it although I'm in school alone and the seat beside me is empty I got to do it for my own future. I've been thinking if I really want to do an internship in UK but I've decided not to do it. I know its stupid of me to put down such an offer but I'm not ready yet and beside, I've 2 more chances to decide before I finish my degree.

Talking about my degree, I found it I can complete it in 2013. Which is quite fast. Everything around me is moving so fast so I got to keep up with it and not get left behind. (:

I hope all of you are doing fine and pursuing your dreams/goals.

LoadsaLove
Nana Syafiqa

as we go on, we remember.

2010-07-29T14:51:00.002+08:00

So as promised that I will update on my graduation right? So this is what the post is all about. My graduation from Higher Nitec in Accounting, ITE SIMEI.

I went through 2 graduation.

The first one was particularly for ITE SIMEI, Business School which was held @ITE Simei itself.

The second one was an award ceremony for all ITE colleges which was held @NUS.

That is pretty much all of the photos I have (: And to share the love, I was presented with 3 awards (:

1. Outstanding Graduate.
2. Gold Course Medalist.
3. Certificate of Merit.

I'm currently studying at Singapore Accounting Academy for 2 certificates, one is diploma CAT (Certified Accounting Technician) and degree ACCA (: I hope everything will be fine and smooth sailing though I know there will be obstacles which I've to face.

I wish all of you best of luck too and never give up. Enjoy and love what you are doing and you can never go wrong.

LoadsaLove
Nana Syafiqa

spring cleaning!

2010-07-11T03:17:00.002+08:00

Finally returned to work for some spring cleaning week and it was definitely tiring but also a fun experience (: we revamped the classroom! Now I love my nursery classroom, once in awhile the kids will go, "teacher i like your classroom". Okay, I've come to a conclusion that kids are very very random and retarded. HEE.

We revamped it to a "kitchen corner"! But the kids don't always get to play with it because they don't know how to clean up! And it gets tiring for us teachers to constantly clean up after their mess and everyday its different group which gets to play at different corner so when each time when there's a new learning centre, it will take forever for them to learn how to pack the toys.

taking down the "candy shop"

"kitchen corner" set!

BREAK TIME!

Almost done..

Preparing lesson plan

SUPER DUPER CUTE!

their toys!

That is probably about it. I'll update bit by bit okay? Please be patient. Thank you.

Anw, do you see how lucky these kids are? So much hands on but its annoying when their parents feedback is we teachers don't teach but just let them play. TSK! Their toys are educational toys and when they play we teach them. Its very difficult to communicate with a child (we need to use proper sentencing and words) so please spare a thought for us.

Nursery only spend 4 hours in school. Half and hour Music. Half and hour Refreshment. Half and hour 2nd language. So we got two and a half hours to teach and play and trust me an attention span for a 3 year old is so short the only thing we can keep them alive is to keep singing songs and reading books to them and we always have to side track because they also got story to tell.

However, all in all it has been a great experience for me and I'm super thankful that I've been giving this opportunity but of course I've to thank Eera for recommending me :D Appreciate it much! This may not be a long term job for me but it has definitely been an eye opener. No, I'm not quitting. I've till November to decide.

Alright people, I'm pretty much done here for this early morning. Have a great week ahead (:

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

Fathers Day

2010-07-05T11:07:00.002+08:00

Had a simple dinner with family for fathers day. Nothing big.

My dad don't really like to celebrate fathers day (don't ask me why) so we just had dinner which was still nice though. What did you readers do for fathers day?

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

dead tired.

2010-07-02T18:55:00.001+08:00

Hi readers, I know I've not been blogging for a long long time but I'm really busy with both work and school. So I'll definitely find time when I'm free to be able to update this space.

Nothing much has been happening lately actually. Alright, I got to go now! Do take care of yourself and God Bless.

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

Rockband

2010-06-18T11:11:00.002+08:00

Alright, Dee and Anah came over to play rockband but sadly nobody to help us take photo :( We made a hell load of noises, there were a lot of food and I baked brownies which Anah couldn't keep her hands off but Dee had to leave for her damn karate! TSK.

Here are a few photos which we took but not that many though. Another round of rockband soon :D

this is my last weekend of holiday :( to those who just started on their holiday, enjoy your holiday!

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

Mum's friend BBQ

2010-06-17T17:29:00.002+08:00

Dropped by Changi to an invited family BBQ. I was going crazy with their marshmallow and fruit jelly cocktail. YUMMYY!

Thats about all the photos which I took for that night. Wasn't there long either, daddy wanted to watch soccer. But anyway, please DO NOT buy Singtel MIO because here are the following reasons,

1. THEY DO NOT HAVE MTV!

2. You've to buy show packages (super wtf!)

3. xbox and itouch is connected to the internet but can't surf the internet, super retarded.

4. Internet is always DOWN DOWN DOWN.

5. Okay basically, THERE IS NO MTV! SCREW THAT!

Alright, bye people.

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

Paternal BBQ

2010-06-17T10:10:00.002+08:00

Changi Beach, Super HOT, damn good food!, catching up with cousins, rugby game, story telling, games, lucky draw, kids crying, kids dancing, kids fighting! AWESOMEEE

Please expect your page to lag if you're using windows -.-!

photos credit to my cousin!

i've another short bbq photos. but i'll upload it in a new post in the afternoon.

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

Famous Blogger

2010-06-16T19:36:00.002+08:00

There are a lot of ways for us bloggers to get a lot of readers/fans/haters.

1. We discriminate foreign workers.

2. We can own a blogshop.

3. We are rich and probably dumb too.

4. We went through multiple plastic surgery but deny.

5. We are a maxim model.

6. We do things which our religion tell us not too but when people tell us off we get pissed.

7. We pretend to be rich brats and classy but end up serving people.

8. We spend most of our times taking photos of our cleavage and fat arms wearing thick make-up.

9. We party and hang out with "cool" kids and do things which "cool" kids does but never actually lived our life.

10. We have a super hot body and super nice friends.

11. We spend 3/4 of our lives putting on thick make-up and also photoshop our photo.

12. We appear on magazines or on tv.

and the list goes on. maybe there are other reasons but I personally do not know or may not realise it. So as for me, obviously I'm not a famous blogger as I'm just a blogger to my friends. But its funny how some people tend to get so low just for public attention.

well, its just a thought. but some bloggers really do blog without using their brains or some just reply comments like a real stupid person. and for the reader to even reply that stupid comment, makes it a bigger laughter. alright, i don't know where this is going but..

its just a thought.

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

Rugby, Escape, Alone

2010-06-16T11:33:00.003+08:00

Met Shinning to swim ;) this damn girl sure can eat man! i wasn't able to eat so she literally ate everything for me! Thank you shinning! Okay, her real name is Chyening but I like to pronounce it and spell it as "shinning". Not much photo, but please I've been really having a lot of sleepless nights so don't mind the eye bags (does anyone knows how to get rid of eye bags?!) please don't rub salt on a wound.

i didn't take the photo of the food. just so you know, i made a whole load of mess at BBQ Chicken, I had fish and chips and because I can't bite the crust, I had to peel off the skin and just eat the meat (which was really hard enough) and left the coleslaw, i mashed my own fries so I gave up and left everything to Shinning! HAHAH. I ate chili sauce and black pepper sauce -.-!

But we headed to haagen danz for ice cream which was much much better! But she ate all the strawberries :( HAHHA. i wish i could enjoy all those food man! And thanks Dee for the %! HEE :D

It was an impromptu decision to meet the escape people since Ali Jandro was bored! HAHAH. Headed for dinner and slowly one by one people started coming in to join us, OMG they're still as silly and cheeky as before. Goodness.

The boys bought for us dinosaur rings which was on top of the cupcake, so we girls got the ring and the boys got the cupcake but the problem now is, I don't know where is my ring. HAHAH.

And after a lot of meeting up with friends, I've decided to spend some time alone at the private swimming pool. It was something I really needed to clear my mind before I go crazy.

But I didn't take any photos. So yes, are you all happy that I'm regularly updating now? (:

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

Diyana & Adzlin

2010-06-15T12:13:00.002+08:00

I have to thank D for understanding my position and decided to come play escape with me, I hope I'll have enough courage to face my fears and go to places. Really thank you for understanding. Although there wasn't much left to play and only both of us, but it was really a good time to keep my mind off things (:

Adzlin tagged along with me to tan, first time I decided to bring someone with me because if not I'll always want to do it alone, its like a good alone time.

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

2010-06-15T11:59:00.002+08:00

i know the photos are lil too big but i'm really lazy to resize it and i don't know what the hell is wrong with photobucket. i'll be updating more alright!

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

Ting 19th!

2010-06-15T09:50:00.004+08:00

This was on.. 7th June (: I really hope you like the surprise Ting though I know it wasn't really such a big thing.

So many things happened! OMG. So funny please!

1. I burst like 10 balloons while blowing?

2. I was late 20mins to meet her at ehub because I was preparing the surprise.

3. We walked around like an idiot in NTUC to find tabasco and even the auntie doesn't know where is it -.-! When all along it was right in front of us.

4. We couldn't open the Prego bottle, place it in boiling water, pour boiling water over it, ripping the paper cover of the bottle and finally I managed to open it!

5. Spaghetti was too dry but tabasco made it better and we were like greedy pigs, I didn't mince the chicken properly and all along I thought when we fry a chicken it'll turn brown but instead it turned white.

6. Ting thought that frying the chicken means frying with water! FTW!

7. Ting made for me Mushroom soup because I haven't been able to eat! Thank you (:

8. All we did on the laptop was bitch about girls and of course look at yummy MTV boys.

9. Camwhore like crazy girls!

10. We ate like pigs but we were too full to finish the brownies :(

I hope you like the present Ting but I haven't been out and about to find a real present for you, I promise soon okay (:

and of course not forgetting, i did her super freaking nice nails!

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

your boyfriend is cute. you both make a good looking couple. but i would like to have your boyfriend, can?

2010-06-14T11:01:00.003+08:00

thank you (: you want to send in your photo and I'll consult him alright?

Ask me anything

do u have big thighs?

2010-06-14T11:01:00.001+08:00

FUCK YOU CHELSA CHAN!

Ask me anything

get well soon. you're pretty, i like your hair.

2010-06-14T11:00:00.003+08:00

i'm better already. thank you (:

Ask me anything

your boyfriend is really lucky. you are one fine chic.

2010-06-14T11:00:00.001+08:00

thank you. (:

Ask me anything

in time to come.

2010-06-13T18:20:00.003+08:00

oh dear, i'm so sorry. I know I've not been blogging and I owe some people photos, soon alright!

i'm really busy this weekend. can't believe i'm filled with bbq and next weekend i've another bbq. oh dear. this weekend is paternal side and next weekend is maternal side. i don't really know what to expect but i've planned some stuff and june is definitely flying pass me too. :(

alright, i'm out of here. just follow me on twitter alright! sorry readers.

just great.

2010-06-09T18:55:00.001+08:00

I'm having a fever, great :'(

i hope all of you readers are doing fine.
whatever you're facing, pull it together and you'll be fine.

i know i've not been blogging for a long time but I just don't feel like blogging right now.
my conscious state of mind is not doing so well.
god bless.

xoxo
nana syafiqa.

what happen to your relationship?

2010-06-04T23:04:00.001+08:00

nothing happened.

Ask me anything

Would you rather vacation at the beach or in the mountains?

2010-06-04T10:50:00.001+08:00

Mountains - away from everybody.

Ask me anything

If you could be on one TV show which one would it be?

2010-06-04T10:49:00.001+08:00

The City!

Ask me anything

Cats or Dogs?

2010-06-04T10:48:00.001+08:00

love dogs (:

Ask me anything

2010-06-01T15:37:00.000+08:00

Take Care Everyone, Bye.

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

JUNE

2010-06-01T10:39:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD ITS JUNE! ITS JUNE! ITS JUNE!

Here are some photos when my family went to JB for a short trip, not much photo because I was very lazy. HEE.

Played bowling, did my french manicure, shop a little, Kenny Rogers for dinner (: my parents and my brother did different things like they my parents went for a massage while my brothers went to watch movie. (: (:

Headed to Angsana first for bowling (:

After the end, no more photos. HAHAH! But we headed to City Square for the massage, movie and manicure. <3 It was a good get away for a day.

Yesterday did some spring cleaning with Ting! HAHHA. It was so funny, we sang, the mc delivery guy (CLASSIC!), bitching, bullying. HAHHA. OMG NON-STOP LAUGHING!!

With the rainy weather yesterday, it was perfect (: But of course!! There was something new yesterday, Ill share with you all soon ;)

Hopefully everyone is welcoming June with an open arms because that is what I'm doing, come what may I'll still be happy with everything that I've now since it is all my hard work and effort. I'm grateful for my family and friends who has constantly been there for me through it all. Appreciate it so much and so looking forward to the meet ups I'm so psych for it!

Have a great month ahead everyone <3 <3

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

5 random facts about you.

2010-05-31T20:19:00.001+08:00

1. I've played rugby since I was 9.
2. I'm damn freaking scared of cockroaches.
3. I'm damn freaking scared of clowns and mascots.
4. I don't eat durians.
5. I can dance and sing.

Ask me anything

SALE!

2010-05-30T11:26:00.003+08:00

Hi girls, I'm selling off a few of my stuff which I don't use or wear anymore. (:

Everything is less than $30!

$20

$25

$8

$15

$10

$10

$5

$12

contact me at midnightchats@hotmail.com for more details!

What kind of music can you just not stand to listen to?

2010-05-30T10:51:00.001+08:00

hard rock, black metal.

Ask me anything

who is the person that motivates you during ite? referring to one of your blog entry.

2010-05-29T14:50:00.001+08:00

i'm not sure if i can type out the person name here but just so you know, that person is very important to me although i may not be as important to that person. (:

Ask me anything

you seem like a nice person.

2010-05-29T14:47:00.001+08:00

aww. thank you (:

Ask me anything

Just Photos

2010-05-28T09:30:00.002+08:00

This is going to be image heavy, from my days at work to my days spend with two bestfriend (:

Alright, that's about it for today. I actually intended to take photos of the stuff which I spend this month but I didn't and I come to realise that a few of the things have their tags still on, but it makes me happy so I'm not going to complain.

Work has been fine, if you all are wondering if I'm in early childhood the answer is no. I'm not studying early childhood but instead majoring in accounting and the job that I'm having in hand now is just temporary to kill time, gain experience and have more money :D but of course I love my job especially the kids! I gave up a bank offer which pays like triple or 4 times more? because I know that I won't be able to juggle studies and the bank offer, too much stress so I'll reconsider that after I end my CAT before moving along to ACCA.

Time is really flying pass because 3 more days it will be June and the next thing I know, I'll be sitting for my exam (ready or not) and the next will be back at work and the next will be I'm studying for my next exam. WOW. FLY FLY FLY. Really scary. It is as though there are no room for resting, so I hope those people out there who has the chance to rot and rest, please appreciate it because I'll do anything (well, just almost anything) to trade places.

Some of you may be wondering how I did for my ITE exams right? But I won't reveal so soon, you got to wait till July (: Yes, I'm serious. I'm going to end it here, enjoy your holidays because this is the long weekend. (:

I'm considering to put formspring though (should I?) hmm. Anyway, if want to know what I'm up to most of the time just follow me on twitter at the top of the page :D

xoxo
nanasyafiqa

2010-05-19T22:38:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone! I hope all of you are doing great as we will be welcoming June in less than 2 weeks. Pfft. Such a short month wasn't it? I've been really busy with work and study that I don't even have time for myself and my loved ones so right when my kids have school holiday, it screams holiday for me too!

Such a sad thing that I should be in Paris, with my grandma now but due to circumstances I'm still here in singapore. Exam is less than a month, I really hope I don't fail ): I can't travel this whole June holidays. Maybe a super short trip like 3 days 2 nights, see how. I'm looking forward to Phuket actually but 3d2n for Phuket is way too short maybe I'll head to Batam or Genting ;) or Bali :D

I hope everyone is doing well, take care. I'll do a photo post next (:

xoxo
nana syafiqa

I think I'm in love.

2010-05-15T19:31:00.003+08:00

What is love?

are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, and is your voice caught within your chest? - it isn't love, it's like. (my palms are sweaty most time, you know it)
you can't keep your hands or eyes off of them, am I right? - it isn't love, it's lust. (i can't keep my hands of you)
are you proud, and eager to show them off? - it isn't love, it's pride. (i always show you off)
do you want them because you know they are there? - it isn't love, it's loneliness.
are you there because it's what everyone wants? - it isn't love, it's loyalty.
are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand? - it isn't love, it's low confidence.
do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them? - it isn't love, it's pity.
do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? - it isn't love, it's infatuation.
do you pardon their faults because you care about them? - it isn't love, it's friendship.
do you tell them everyday that they are the only one you think? - it isn't love, it's a lie.
are you willing to give away all your favorite things for their sake? - it isn't love, it's charity.
does your heart ache and break when they're sad? - then its love. (you know its true)
do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong? - then its love. (oh, you sure know this one)
do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? - then its love.
do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there? - then its love.(i don't know how to put this into words)

do you accept their faults because they're part of who they are? - then its love. (you've always been the apple of my eye)
are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret? - then its love. (so many boys, but i'm with you through it all)

would you give them your heart, your life, your death? Think about it for a second.

You're never alone.

2010-05-15T16:46:00.003+08:00

The week didn't felt so long but I'm starting to believe in Ting that after wednesday all the days just seem to pass by very fast. And June is coming right!

I've some photos from work, the kids are getting cuter and lovelier each day.

Went studying with Dee (taught her accounting actually) at mac. HAHA.

TGIF date with Diyana!

Alright, it was a long doing nothing saturday but very tiring. good night.

xoxo
nana syafiqa

May you just pass me by.

2010-05-11T06:59:00.002+08:00

I've been really having a great ordeal of time with my sleeping habit. As much as people like to use this lingo of "body clock" and etc. I'll just say I'm having sleeping problem. I don't know what's the big deal.

Yesterday I was so tired, I slept for an hour after 6 and slept till 10 probably (and it wasn't a good sleep too, was texting and trying to sleep at the same time)? I was woken up when my mum came home and started screaming (pfft mum!) and from there, I couldn't sleep. Spammed Twitter and kept refreshing my facebook page as though my friends have no life.

I kept telling myself that I need some rest because everyone works their ass off for 5 days and only gets to rest for 2 days (talk about justice). Its 7:00am and I should be getting ready to work but somehow, I've lost the motivation and I'm going to need to drag my ass to the toilet and shower before I'm late. I really hate the fact that I'm doing all of this alone but what the hell, everyday I tell myself "even when you die, you're alone" so why should I wait till death comes around right? Might as well do everything alone now.

I'm suppose to be studying for CAT but rawwrr, I've no freaking time (well actually I do) and I'm just too tired to even do anything once I'm home and I've class tomorrow and I've only completed 1 essay question. I've 3 freaking more to go.

WHY AM I SO WHINNY TODAY?! DAMN IT.

have a great week everyone. &remember, if you feel shitty please don't blame it on others because it is you who make yourself feel that way. (quoted from someone)

xoxo
nana syafiqa

Long Due.

2010-05-08T11:18:00.002+08:00

PEAR 2. (K1)

BERRY 1. (Nursery)

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APPLE 1. (Nursery)

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APPLE 2. (Nursery)

GRADUATION

TGIF

I'm in the process of cleaning my room, in the process of studying, in the process of revamping my wardrobe, in the process of revamping my room. My exam is on 14 June, I hope I've enough time. Alright, I'm going to clean up my mess and start mugging.

If you think its easy, you're wrong. But hey! its my choice right that I wanted to put myself in this shit. I know, you're sorry.

xoxo
nana syafiqa

Come What May.

2010-05-07T04:33:00.003+08:00

I can't believe that first week of may has past and if you're wondering what time I'm blogging, its 4:34 AM. I can't sleep, the weather is hot but I'm so tired and I don't think I can feel my body too.

I've decided to stick to teaching for the time being and not rush into the banking world just yet. I don't think I can cope with studies and work at the same time. Its different with pre-school, I hope my work will start ending early as days passes by. I need to start revising already. Sigh.

As most of you would know, on Tuesday was my graduation. Thank you everyone for your well wishes, I appreciate it a lot. I was awarded the "Outstanding Student Award" with a GPA of 4.1. My secondary school principal was invited to the event, I think Ms Sarah Yew really lost a lot of weight! however, my point is that I was so thrilled to see there but thousands of apologies that I couldn't talk to you for long, I'll drop you an email as you requested.

Although none of my loved ones were there (Dyania, SHUT UP! You know what I mean) I hope there were there for me from a distant. All of them texted me the night before my graduation, reminded me to have fun and told me to take photos (hello mummy! you brought my camera along!!) and not to forget that special day.

It was nice seeing all my friends and being back to the place where I found friendship, love, future and definitely hope. I've learnt so much in ITE. It doesn't matter how people belittled me when I was in my uniform because at the end of the day, it is me who is moulding my own future, my school uniform and your stinky look doesn't do the job for me.

My days in college will be hard to forget and hard for me to part from. Though I'm partly relief that there will be no more morning buses to school, waiting for the lifts, climbing up the stairs, queueing up for lunch (oh my watermelon juice, ice longan, chicken rice, ban mian, japanese food i will miss you!), waiting for 31 or walking to 17 bus stop and so much more, I will still miss my school, teachers and friends.

Memories which made me stronger, will always stay with me. There are a few of my classmates which I've never spoken to since year 1 (NO KIDDING!), but I know you read my blog yes YOU, so might as well I just say it now than never right? Not only have you made me a more matured and a sane leader to my own destiny, you help me to face challenges in life stronger, you help me to realise that you don't need communication to know what the other person is thinking (we both know what I'm talking about). I wish you the best of luck, and don't give up because the stairs to success only stops when you decide to stop climbing.

The road holds a different route for both you and me (in fact, all of us) so I wish everyone will take a step back from their daily routine and take a look around you and start appreciating the good and the bad. Some people tend to let go of what they have when they are sick and tired of it or when they just feel its a good time to do so but I think otherwise and yet again, that is my opinion. You choose your destiny, but at the end of the day "nobody wants to be last one left, cause everyone wants to know that there is someone there".

I'm turning 20 and there is still so much for me to learn in life. I may have everything I need and want in this world but no human is perfect and thus while everyone is lacking of something and someone, I'm also in your shoes. And when you think your life is miserable now, always know that there is someone out there who is far more worst than you. It may not be easy to swallow some facts of life but the key word here is LIFE. Since when is living an easy thing to do? But be thankful, because we've all been given a chance to smell and breathe the air of mother earth.

I don't know what the future holds for me but I'm still going to work my way through everything I can, pick up all the broken pieces on the floor and continue to walk. Come What May. I'll upload more photos when I've the time too, probably __________. Have a great weekend everyone.

xoxo
nana syafiqa

Far too long

2010-05-01T07:30:00.002+08:00

This is going to be image heavy post.

JULIANA 20th BIRTHDAY

It was a surprise for her and she had totally no clue about it, we made for her a scrap book. Nevertheless, I hope she enjoyed the surprise and company (:

CCA FAIR 2010

Met the girls, sang song, Siti was "RRRRIIICCCOOO", Miera was obsessed with the watch, Annah lost a hell lot of weight!, after which we had lunch and I accompanied Dee to collect her laptop.

BATAM TRIP

2d1n. It wasn't that bad, I had a room all to myself. And I was enjoying the peace and comfort. Couldn't ask for more. I almost brought home the whole POLO shop back to SG. I love it there, so cheap! And I bought too many that there are still a few pieces still in the packaging "_____"! Spa was good too, but I don't like the manicure and pedicure.

Dad 50th Birthday!

Celebrated at Little Bali, I love it, love it there. Going to go there again but probably will need to drive there or cab in because there are no buses which goes there as far as I know. Walked all the way to Henderson Waves "________"!

I've still a lot of photos to upload but I'm very sick and very busy now. So I'm going to upload it next time (: I hope your April was good. Take care everyone.

xoxo
nana syafiqa

2010-04-30T08:35:00.002+08:00

I JUST UPLOADED A FEW HUNDRED WORTH OF PHOTOS BUT I DELETED THE WRONG CODE! KNN.

I'm going to take my medicine and go to sleep.

39 degree still. I might as well just die.

Who wants to eat, 2 antibiotic pill twice a day?! Not me for sure, I may be turning 20 but I'm definitely only going to take cough syrup because it makes me sleepy and when I sleep, there's nothing to worry or care about.

AND NO, I'M NOT INTO DRUGS.

Shooting Star

2010-04-24T09:52:00.003+08:00

Imagine the airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars,
I could really use a wish right now.

xoxo
nana syafiqa

Its a new beginning.

2010-04-19T13:16:00.002+08:00

I know I've not blog for a very long time, so many things are happening or has already happened.

I'll update again soon when I'm home which is most probably tonight.

xoxo
nana syafiqa

quick update

2010-03-31T21:54:00.000+08:00

I won't be home till the next week. Some family matters, but everything is fine. So far everything has been good. And I hope its the same for all of you readers (: To those who has just got their results, I hope things goes as plan but if it doesn't there is not a need to beat yourself up too much as results = effort.

Boyf, thank for being amazing. I'm thankful for you <3

Xoxo
I know you love me

Friday

2010-03-27T13:53:00.004+08:00

Well spend friday with my bestfriend! Such a good day (=

Decided to have Swensen since they still having the 1-1 lunch. So worthy! FYI, it ends this 31st March so go and enjoy it while you can :D :D

Since Dyania wanted to go town we settled for ION. The place is so nice! It is also because they have ice cream buffet! That is really a good deal when you're stress or feeling down.

ION SWENSEN @B1

Me & Dee

Chicken Mushroom,Dee's.

Chili Fish Pasta, Mine.

Calamari Rings

Fries

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We had Sweet as Berries I can't believe I didn't take a photo of it. It is AWESOME :D :D Everyone should at least try it once.

Found this at Forever 21, 313 Somerset for only $7. If you like big ribbons hanging on your hair. It is definitely worth the buy!

After which we headed to Orchard Central to a stationary shop which led us to a virtual golf course where we broke our virginity for golfing! Awesome experience, we're going to go back the place for some extra fun!

Dee trying it out

MY TURN!

After the whole golf thing, we headed up to the roof terrace. I feel like a noob, I've never been there before so yesterday was the first for me (= (=

at the roof terrace! i look so fat )=

This is interesting!

We walked all the way to Bugis, Iluma. And ended the day with Yoghurt (=

One of the most fun Friday ever! Looking forward to next golf and upcoming rock band tour! <3

Movie Review

2010-03-26T10:41:00.002+08:00

Last Monday boyf and I decided to watch Book of Eli.

3/5

Basically the story is about the founding of Holy Bible. There are a bit of action in the movie but not so much because Denzel Washington (main actor) seem to be able to kill people real fast. The ending, well not really that predictable but nonetheless, I think everyone will be shock to the ending.

If you happened to have friends who only watch movie when there are pretty girl(s), well lucky for him this movie has a real beauty (not sarcasm ah!) and she's not your typical blonde.

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Something silly happened on that day. I dropped the movie ticket from the 6th floor to the 1st floor (all of you should have seen his face) no kidding! He so wanted to kill me badly, his eyes. OH GOD! Before it happened he already told me to be careful and the next thing,

FLY
FLY
FLY
FLY
FLY

We couldn't find the ticket )= So headed up to the ticket counter since I still have the receipt and while the Cathay girl (she was really helpful and nice :D) was trying to find a manual ticket for us an awesome couple returned our tickets. Thank you, thank you so much <3 <3

Then on Wednesday it was lovely bones with my aunt and Dyania.

2/5

The movie has no story line except to prove the love of a father for his daughter. There was a bit of humor but other than that, its really draggy and boring. If the story was slightly shorter and a bit more sensible it would have been nice.

I was really happy I could keep my aunt company (since she just lost her husband and her daughters are busy with school (uni) and work (lecturer)) So since I'm free and her daughters are like my sisters I definitely had to do my part and happy that I could also spend time with Dyania!

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Hope you all have a good friday and a good weekend!

XOXO
i know you love me.

Last Saturday

2010-03-25T10:34:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday was such an impromptu day and of course it was fun! Impromptu days are always fun days if you guys ever noticed that.

Headed to Bottle Tree Park @Sembawang for dinner. First time there, the road is so so ulu! You definitely need to drive in or cab in. No way anyone can walk that stretch of road, SCARY.

A niece and cousins (=

My nephew, he's so cute! We call him astroboy!

Shariz Hiqma

FOOOD!!

BEST BLACK SAUCE CRAB EVER!

There was a plate of butter cream prawn but I took it with my phone. HEE. Sorry! Go to my twitter and you can stalk me! PLEASE DON'T!

SIBLINGS. SO ADORABLE!

After the whole dinner and playground moment, all of us were craving for ice cream! So we decided for Night Safari B&J! YUMMY :D :D

Make music!

SO CHEEKY BUT SO WRONG!

SNAKE SHOT :D

FISH SPA

Last photo with alligator!

I know we went there for B&J, but no photo of ice creams. HAHAH! Silly I know but there are photos in my tweeett :D :D <3! Alright, hopefully I can meet my boyf later (=

OMG I'M SO HOOKED TO FARM AND FISH VILLE! My farm is so much nicer and so are my fishes compared to the previous post! Will update again soon.

XOXO
i know you love me

I've a tank and a farm.

2010-03-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

I'm busy.

Very busy.

Busy with,

The finer things in life.

Such as,

FISHVILLE!

And,

FARMVILLE!

HEEE. Will do a proper update preferably tomorrow!

XOXO
i know you love me

No Way

2010-03-21T22:47:00.002+08:00

I saw a shadow
And I knew that it wasn't mine
You and her I know that you were intertwined
Even though her clothes were on and everything
Your eyes were somewhere else and you were both to blame

Don't say a word, I'm sure that it won't be enough
To erase what I know
Just happens not what dreams are made of
This is my house and I won't allow the disrespect
Baby don't look at me like that, I don't belong to you

'Cause baby now that you're caught what am I supposed to say
We went so wrong, that what you did
But I still feel this way
I can't believe it or forget it, what I saw today

And then I saw something I know did not belong to me
But then I thought there was no way you would do that to me
And then last week when you went outside to use your phone
I felt a chill but told myself that it was from the cold

And I just woke up but I wish that it was a nightmare
'Cause when I have those it isn't real like this one is
This is my heart and I won't allow the disrespect
Baby don't look at me like that, I don't belong to you

'Cause baby now that you're caught what am I supposed to say
We went so wrong, that what you did
But I still feel this way
I can't believe it or forget it, what I saw today

There are more things I know
You can take the dinner leftover from last night
I made you your favorite goodbye

'Cause baby now that you're caught what am I supposed to say
We went so wrong, that what you did
But I still feel this way
I can't believe it or forget it, what I saw today
And if you're wonderin' if I'm staying

The answer is no way.

Sunday Morning

2010-03-21T15:28:00.007+08:00

Alright, I'm suppose to be updating about last night because it was one of the best saturday ever with my family and my cousin! But I've to do a few stuff today such as, cleaning my pig sty! And going out with my parents for shopping :D

So while having lunch just now I edited my mac desktop :D :D With the help of Saiful I got my links and icons (pretty ones in fact!) Alright, normally I won't share details on where I get pretty stuff but since you guys can google for it, might as well it be shared.

ICONS

Okiedokie, here's a photo of my new desktop :D

Super cute and girly right?! I LOVE IT TO THE MAX.

XOXO
i know you love me

Cloud 9.

2010-03-18T23:33:00.004+08:00

Alright, I'm not showing off or bragging but I'm over the moon. Please pardon me for awhile.

Mum just bought for me 2 new LV bags! :D :D

I'll upload the photos of me carrying the bag when I carry it alright? LOL.

EVA CLUTCH

LV GRAFFITI in VERT

Yes people, I'm grateful (=

Besides that, I had a great time with my boyfriend just now. Had dinner and watched How to train your Dragon. The show is seriously worthy! Everyone was laughing and enjoying the show. Though there was a bit of technical error, still the show was fantastic!

MUST! MUST! MUST! WATCH IN 3D OKAY!!

It feels so good not to be sad and negative. Its like, the old me is back! Have a great weekend everyone!

XOXO
i know you love me

Shah Alam

2010-03-17T20:57:00.027+08:00

Left Singapore last Friday and drove up to Shah Alam for a short getaway, in fact a real short getaway. Just to clear my mind because I was in a state of mess and my mind was really clouded with a lot of negativity. Reached at 2am, didn't had such a good sleep so end up only leaving my cousin place in the afternoon (which was considered late) since we had a whole lot of shopping to do! But I'll just shut up and upload photos okay? I know you all miss my pretty face eh? HEE.

Day 1, we headed to Midvalley and The Gardens. Suppose to watch Alice in the Wonderland 3D but we were too late since it was already afternoon so we skipped movie and went shopping :D

While the others were busy spending money, my cousin and I was busy taking photos in the pretty shop :D :D

While walking at Midvalley, we saw a huge crowd and being KIASU we also squeezed, and oh dear! SO AMAZING! SO AMAZING!

Does Singapore also have such stuff? They makeup artist is real good I must say, the performers look so alike as the casts. So jealous! So jealous! Spend 500RM in a shop, and we got a gift :D

SO HAPPY, I KNOW ITS VERY PRETTY :D :D

Headed for dinner after which. It is the best road side dinner I've ever had! <3 <3 LOVE IT MUCH! I didn't take a lot of photos because busy cracking jokes and making fun of each other!

Although we were tired to the maximum, cousins decided to have a fun share at bowling! It was extreme fun though I got thrashed badly )=

Headed back early in the morning. HAHAH! Woke up after lunch, went to run some errands (don't need to know!), headed back and left for The Curve. I think its one of the new shopping centre there, MEGA BIG TILL I GOT LOST )= Didn't shop as much but got a few stuffs which I went crazy after to know the prize! SO MAD CHEAP!

Had dinner at TONY ROMAS. :D For our Muslim friends, the outlet in Singapore is Non-Halal so you've travel all the way down to KL to enjoy this meal. They have a few outlets there, so not to worry! And I rate is 6 STARS :D :D SUPER DUPER GOOD! Kept thinking of the boy when I was having the meal (:

POTATO SKIN, MUST MUST TRY

KICKIN' SHRIMP, MUST TRY

ONION LOAF, MUST TRY

SHIRLEY TEMPLE

ST. LOUIS RIBS & SOUTH MIAMI FRIED SHRIMP

LAMB CHOP

ST. LOUIS RIBS & TONY'S 9 OZ. SIRLOIN

NEW YORK STRIP, MINE :D :D

TONY ROMA RACK OF SPARE RIB

BOUNTIFUL BEEF RIBS

CRISPY ONION BURGER

CHOCOLATE AVALANCHE

OH YES, LOOK AT THE TENDERNESS AND FRESHNESS OF MY STEAK!!

And the bill came up to,

And I flashed my,

HMM.

The dinner was SO SO SO SO GOOD :D :D Everyone went to bed with a filled tummy! I was so so so happy :D :D <3 <3

I'm done here, my eyes need some rest.

XOXO
i know you love me

Grow Up

2010-03-17T18:57:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone, I know I've not been blogging for a few days now. But please give me time because I just went through a real tough time but things are looking up now and I've learnt a lot of things after the particular incident. I'm thankful for my friends and of course my boyfriend for always being there as a listening ear. I really appreciate it.

Last night, I fall asleep with a smile on my face after so long. Anyway, I hope all of you are doing well and I'll do a real proper update before next week. Probably on a Sunday or something but no promises.

XOXO
i know you love me

Goodbye.

2010-03-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. HEE.

XOXO.

Everyone needs a friend.

2010-03-12T10:43:00.003+08:00

I'm here to thank the best girl in the world who has gone through everything with me.

I'm super duper thankful to have her as a friend because not many of you can find an amazing friend as her. Although she's always busy working, she makes it a point to always call me back or reply my messages after she ends work. She's never too busy for me.

She has seen me through my most happy moments especially when my boyfriend and me just started going out, she has seen me making decisions (though she bloody knows who or what I'll choose), she has seen me fighting (literally) and screaming (literally) for my rights or more like my teams right! She has been with me through my time, friends, relationship, family, personal but she's still here sticking her ass out for me!

Yes, Nurul Dyania Hanafi.

LOL! Dee, don't be a big head uh!

Thank you Dyania, for everything. You've seen me through it all and yes you'll be my bridesmaid to whomever I'll ever get married though you know who I'm rooting for! HEE :D

I don't know what else to say but I LOVE YOU! Though I love my boyfriend more, HEE! I'm out of here and you take care of yourself and don't work your ass off so hard alright! (=

So anyway, things are looking up and I'm cherishing every moment with him. But I've to thank Mei Yan too. She is such a nice girl really thankful that I talked to her and now I know her (:

I hope things will turn for the better now (: I'm going to grow up and stop being a small spoilt pampered girl!

So right now, I'll be leaving for KL tonight. Going to relax myself before coming back to reality again! Shop, shop, shop :D :D I'll be using my KL number so yes, but I want my boyfriend to miss me though he says for sure he won't. I so sad!

I need to start packing and clear my room if not mummy won't let me out of the house!

XOXO
i know you love me

Where I belong

2010-03-11T20:50:00.002+08:00

Yes I'm fickle minded, but I love blogspot. WHO DOESN'T?!

I know I don't have a tagboard, don't intend to have one either. So if you want to drop a comment, be it good or bad, constructive or non-constructive just hit it like a man at the bottom of my entry! :D

Anyway, life after exam is suppose to be blissful and peaceful but I blew my chances and made a huge mistake so this entry, is for my boyfriend. You don't like mushy words or happy couple, please kindly leave. Thank you (=

Dearest,

Every single word in the song is meant for you. I know I didn't write the song but please spare me, I'm not a song writer. I know you hate to read, so I'm going to make this into bullet point! So no excuses alright big boy?

1. The first time you asked me out was in Year 1 when you had a chalet. But I said No but yet you didn't give up.

2. The first time we had dinner together was after "Under The Star" performance, we headed to Simpang Bedok. You had steak and later you ordered prata.

3. That also made the first time you send me home (: I remember the awkwardness but I appreciate it, a lot.

4. The first movie we watched together was TWILIGHT at E Hub!

5. The first time you held my hand was at the fishing pond when you were walking me back home.

6. The first time we kissed at Pasir Ris Park.

7. The first time we went cycling was at East Coast.

8. The first time we went roller blade was at East Coast too.

9. The first time we went study together was at Airport Mac, T3.

10. We had a very first fight because of me, and we went to Pasir Ris Park to talked things out.

11. The very first time I went to your place was when we skipped school.

12. The first place you drove me to was The Cathay.

13. The first time we had our bowling match was at E hub!

14. The first time you paid for my retail therapy was my manicure.

15. The first time we played arcade was at Vivo City.

The bottom line is that, we've gone through so much of everything together and I'm totally grateful. You shower me with a lot of love and pamper.

I've not been the best and never will be perfect but I'm trying to amend my ways and not be spoilt and spare a thought for others too. And that's why, you bring out the best in me.

I know you're still mad at me but I don't blame you at all, not even a single bit. I deserve you being mad at me but I hope you won't stay mad for long if not you'll look older double the fast!

But I'm thankful you're not giving up on me and in fact giving me a second chance, I'm not going to blow it this time.

Thats why I'm by your side,
Thats why I love you.

tonights the night, lets live it up.

2010-03-06T11:12:00.000+08:00

So anyway, the weekends are here and after which it'll be the moment of truth. I hope I'm ready when the day comes. I wish all the best to all my friends and to those whom I know and vice versa, all the best and don't give up continue to study hard and you'll see the end results it's all worthy. I'm actually thinking of changing back to blogspot. As much as I love onsugar, there are a lot of applications which they lack off. Such a pity. On a lighter note, I may be going to Batam for spa with Florella and hopefully Genting with Dyania. All this will only be settled after my exams. And the best part for my tgif is that, mums boss is considering to give a job as finance. I'm not sure what's the scope of the job and whether I'm confirm getting it but hopefully all turn out well. Have a blessed weekend everyone!P.S I've been day dreaming of this particular wedding ring which I imagine for the past few days. Scary!XOXOI know you love me

BUSY STRESS EXAM!

2010-03-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

I've not been having enough rest. Been studying and studying lucky I've a companion who can make me happy angry and irritated all at the same time so I won't be boringgg!! But either way, I'm again blogging through my phone because I don't even have the time to on my mac baby ): Having simple dinner with my parents at downtown ocean seafood which is pretty awesome because its my kinda food!! And I can bring boy her next time because its cheap and affordable!! :D alright food is here!XOXOI know you love me

secrets

2010-03-02T16:32:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!! Virgin post from my bb bold 9700!! Such a happy girl!Exams are coming so my days have been spend with my bestfriend who's also known as my boyfriend and the books. Kinda sucky but going to endure all this since graduation smells so near and I need to go down to CAT to apply for full time course. Back to studying!!

Valentine's Day & Chinese New Year

2010-02-28T00:11:00.000+08:00

My Valentine's Day was celebrating and rejoicing well not for my love but my beautiful cousin wedding. It was a very simple one (= Not much photo, I was there for 3 days with my other cousin and I guess we were all too tired for anything and the weather was mad hot )= but nevertheless, I'm happy for her.

That's my Baju Kebaya for her wedding. SO FREAKING HOT! And I look so tired )=

My cousin from Shah Alam, such a big fan of MUSE!

The super duper cheeeeekkyyy nephew also from Shah Alam :D

The mother to the boy above! HAHAHA

One of the few young ones left. She's super adorable! Also from Shah Alam.

The eagle has landed!!

Her damn annoying bridesmaid!

Cousins who were born by a different of 12hours!

TOO CUTE TO BE TRUE! My nephew btw.

COUSINS.

The eagle has landed!!

Our tradition <3

A happy family :D

She's a bestfriend of the bridesmaid but she's just like a family to us all :D

My absolutely awesome grandmother!

SO CUTE RIGHT! WAVE AT THE CAMERA :D :D

BYE BYE!!

Dearest newlywed, congratulations for the big day which has dawned and I'm really happy for the both of you and in fact, I'm so glad you both are married and addition to the oh so already big family! Have babies after your honeymoon period :D :D All the best and god bless. XOXO

On the 15th, was picnic with the family (paternal) at Changi Beach. Just a small gathering since all of us are always busy so the holidays was such a perfect timing :D :D I hope everyone enjoyed themselves with the amount of food!

A gift from my cousin in Florida <3

Say hello to Fat Stanley!

So sinful but so delicious that I had to shift place further away from the food :D

Everyone slacking and enjoying the sun and sea <3

Watching them play, make me miss my childhood days so so much.

A year apart but in terms of size..

THE CLASSIC!

We changed spot and later continued to..

EAT.

SLACK

GAMES!

After a long day, it was finally time to say goodbye and head home )=

It has been an awesome week definitely. Time spent really well. My boyf and I share a very weird kinda bond which no matter how pain in the ass we both are to each other, we still come running back to each other. Alright, I'm making no sense already. I'm going to catch some sleep now :D

Have an awesome sunday <3

XOXO

i know you love me

BB )=

2010-02-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

Have been having great days lately, be it with my family or friends or even boyf (= So happy and so lucky!!

BUT!

On Sunday could have gotten my BB 9700 but due to my very bad habit (not carrying wallet out) when with my parents, I didn't had my IC with me. Thus, I need to wait during one of these days or probably the coming weekend or something. I so so sad )= )=

And also last Thursday went to spend time with my boyf (: (: Finally got to go roller blading (I was so happy please) at East Coast. But we came to a conclusion that their roller blade sucks! So I'm going to get my blades fixed so I can skate in comfort <3 <3

We didn't roller blade that far though just from Carl's Jr to the food place where you can build sandcastle. We had sugarcane, and we blade back to Carl's Jr than it was a nice dinner, CHICKEN RICE :D :D

And than it was back to school and revisions and lack of sleep week again. But I need to push myself for this last lap and do well. (= (= But anyway, today had dinner with my family (maternal), didn't take much photo just a few of it :D I'm totally looking forward to the family chalet! I'M PLANNING THE GAMES :D :D

CHECK OUT MY HUGE EYES!

I was a bloated pig at the end of the night. Got a spring/summer CHANEL inspired bag :D Thanks mummy! I shan't hit mum wallet with a big bang since I'm waiting for MUI MUI. But I need BB!!

*A few days ago*

Me : Sigh.. BB.

Boyf : Yes?

Me : HUH?

Boyf : You said baby right?

Me : NO, I SAID BB! HAHAHAHAHAHA

Boyf : "_______"!

And yesterday,

Me : I can read your face and know what you're thinking and feeling.

Boyf : No, i've a poker face .

"__________"! You trying to be funny right? I post your photos up here I tell you! HAHAH. Especially those cute moments which will make people go, "WOAH THAT'S NOT A NORMAL **!" HAHAHA (psst, I nearly typed out your name) :D HEEE.

Sidetrack a little, I PASSED TAX, CAT :D :D AND SO DID BABY :D :D Congratulations to the both of us because we studied hard for the paper!

Have a great week lovelies and March is already marching in! <3 To those whom exams are coming, continue to press on and don't give up! Just suffer for a week and you can have months or maybe a month (to those going poly) TO PLAY :D :D I'm definitely looking forward to holidays and holidays and probably a first time having full time job! I'll update on my plan after ITE after exams, it'll be interesting.

XOXO

i know you love me!

Singaporeans.

2010-02-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

The only problem all of us are facing is that we're just clearly BUSYBODY! Well personally I think that's one of the reason for stomp.com.sg. We've nothing better to do so we take photos of other people doing things which the LAW mention they can't do. And fyi, NO MY PHOTO WASN'T TAKEN AND POST UP IN STOMP AND NEITHER ANYONE I KNOW! But I'm thinking maybe one of these days, I'm bound to see a familiar face or maybe even see myself! Well, here are the list of things I hate about BUSYBODY. 1. They take photos of ugly commuters eating, drinking, sleeping, rude, ungracious etc. **Well this is what I think, a) If you're pregnant and think you deserve a seat why not approach the person who is sleeping, reading, pretending not to see you or whatever and demand that you've the right of the seat. But news flash pregnant ladies! we're not considerate people (probably just a handful but not majority) and even if you've approached and the person still insist on keeping the seats (well D'UH! he paid to sit in the train!) than that's too bad. So you know what? Just hail a cab and if you're complaining about the economy being tight and not everyone can afford to take a cab and since you're pregnant you've to save every single last cents for your baby than what I suggest is, don't get pregnant. If one is so financially tight, than family planning is needed. b) If you're old and sick YOU WOULDN'T BE GOING OUT TRAVELING ALL BY YOURSELF! I understand that some senior citizens live by themselves and need to travel to places such as workplace or even meet their friends. But what I don't understand is that, IF YOU'RE OLD AND YOU CAN WORK AND YOU CAN GO OUT MEET YOUR FRIENDS IT ALSO MEANS YOU CAN STAND IN THE TRAIN BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE IS ALSO TIRED! Once again it comes down to Singaporean being gracious and considerate, well HELLO! obviously we're not! You sure are not to be a Singaporean if you didn't know that. c) I seriously think its fine for people to eat/drink in the bus and trains as long as they do not litter! Some people just has a habit of eating and drinking anywhere they want. And I don't think this is as bad as spitting or abusing vulgarities at other commuters. So why do people keep taking of photos of those youths/adults/NS man eating/drinking in the train?! Instead of taking such people photos why not take a photo of yourselves drooling over what they are eating/drinking? I think its fair enough for you to tell them to stop what they are doing if it disturbs you so much till you can't sleep at night and if they insist, what can you do but be paiseh about it right? Besides, its them who'll get fine! You so nice give them fame you want to pay for their fine also? d) So now what? People will soon get fine if they sleep in the train? I wonder how these people trouble you. Lets see, are you silently dying to get a sit so you can also fall fast asleep and not actually having to stand and envy people who gets that privilege? I'm sure that's why you're so worked up that you need to flash your phone to take a photo(s) of someone sleeping. (I know this is kinda nonsense) but seriously, why do you need to take a photo of someone sleeping in the train?! So what if they are pretending to sleep? You're also pretending not to take their photo what! Or maybe you just secretly admire his face and him sleeping is the best time for you to capture his beauty! e) If you guys didn't know, it is also a problem if we lean on poles! It makes us seem that we don't have backbones! Excuse me, the pole is free for anyone use it doesn't state anywhere that the pole is only to be used by hands. Why get so worked up about people leaning on the pole? It's just a freaking pole and if you desperately need to hold and you're that considerate just ask politely for a share of the pole. If not, I think your balancing skills are great that you're able to take a photo without holding the pole. f) Sitting on the floor is also wrong, only BUSYBODY knows why because I don't! If you're standing at your own comfort/space than just let that person sit on the floor because I don't think its you who's washing their pants right? Or you can always lodge a complaint like how much it disturbs you and soon enough, we'll be fined for sitting on the floor. And if its unsightly, LOOK SOMEWHERE ELSE! g) Placing your bags, plastic bags, drinks, food etc. next to your sit can get irritating at times like really irritating but usually I'll just ask for the seat (must be thick skin what!) BUT! I'll only do that if I've to travel a really long distance other than that, I don't bother. So what's the point of complaining and whining about it when you can just open your mouth and ask?! It's not like as though taking a photo of them can change things.h) I've just one thing which I hate is people not allowing the passengers to alight first. Well, I'll just walk onto them because I know that they are in the wrong hmm, I think its better to fine people who don't allow passengers to alight first. And if you freaking retards don't know the train driver can actually see the whole stretch of trains and see if there are still passengers but they cannot see if there are still people who needs to alight! Use a little bit of brain, please! i) Parents with a small kid really should stop having the mindset that people should give up their seats for their kids! Just because they are kids and furthermore if they are kids shouldn't they have boundless of energy? And does parents actually think their kids would sit still? And think about it, people give up their seats for you child and the next thing other people see is your child standing on the seat to look out the window, your child misbehaving and disturbing the person beside him/her. I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY KIDS NEED SEATS?! DO WE NEED AGE LIMITS FOR PRIORITIES TOO?! **I seriously believe that people should stop complaining and just do something about it. Why do they think its nice to take photos of other people and post up online and think they are more powerful that way? I think the government should impose a law that if a person were to take a stranger photo without permission is illegal rather than "its illegal to be naked in your own house!"2. We're in the wrong if we get naked in our own house. a) In the first place how the hell would a person know if the owner is naked in their own house if the person didn't peep? And isn't that invading privacy? Unless of course the idiot is purposely attracting attention by standing at the window for a long time, masturbating at the window or doing obvious attracting attention stuff. But other than that, what if a couple is having sex and needs to go to the toilet and is caught! Unless of course the government says that we've to put on clothes while having sex even in our own house in case people catch us in the action. So, what happens to invading privacy? Why do you've to look at other houses kitchen? Are you sick? If its a glance than that's just so unlucky! b) A person has every right to walk around naked in his house if he doesn't have any intention to hurt others or outraged other people modesty. Singapore is very hot and not everyone can afford air cons so they opt to walk around naked it's just the other idiots who wants to peep into others kitchen/house! ****Although rules and laws are to keep us sane, I just find some of them are ludicrous. I hope you readers are not offended by what I typed out because it wasn't meant to be directed to anyone at all! But if you're offended that I'm truly sorry but before pointing finger maybe it'll be good if you can ask yourself why you're offended. Other than that, have a great week ahead everyone. XOXO, i know you love me.

Planning my day @The Cathay

2010-02-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

Alright, here’s the deal : My cousin will be in town this weekend and I need to bring her out. I’m not complaining but I’m just stress out of where to bring her!

What’s important is that I need to bring my cousin to a place for FUN because GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN :D SAVOUR, well who can deny that being in Singapore is all about eating right? (Eh, don’t judge uh! I LOVE TO EAT, I’M A PROUD SINGAPOREAN!) and last but not least, SPLURGE! Of course some retail theraphy that all of us deserve after working so hard.

THINKING, THINKING.

THAN IT STRIKE ME!

WOULDN'T IT BE COOL IF I BROUGHT HER TO WHERE SINGAPORE IDOL AUDITION WERE HELD?!

Yes, THE CATHAY definitely! Well, there are few reasons why I chose this shopping centre but here are 5 good reasons why;

It is less than 5 mins walk from Dhoby Ghaut (red line) MRT station :D
There are many buses you can take (if you don’t like to take train) eg. 14, 36 etc. You can find out more of this information at (http://www.sbstransit.com.sg)
There are 14 Food and Beverages outlet, 6 different lifestyles store, 3 entertainment pit stop, 29 retail shops, 7 different services and 1 exhibition. (Pretty sweet aye?)
They’re always having special promotion and if you’re up to date you’ll be interested to hop down to be part of their special events.
It is also a walkable distance to places such as ARTS Museum, CHIJMES, Raffles Place, Plaza Singapura.

But right now, I need to plan the day beforehand so I can be a good host to my own cousin :D :D

Okay, we’ll start the day during lunch time since we’re not morning people!

I’ll take her for a good lunch at Indo Padang where we can SAVOUR in delicious Halal Indonesian dishes (well can’t be blame we’re partly Indonesian) thus our Muslim friends can visit Cathay without having the worry to where they should dine.

INDO PADANG

B1-19

Operating Hours: 12.00pm – 10pm

And after a good scrumptuos lunch we can make our way up to the various shops to SPLURGE! but the ones I’ll definitely want to visit will be,

Gramaphone for some brand new CD’s and DVD’s and accessories for various electronic gadgets such as laptop cover, ear piece etc.

GRAMAPHONE

#01-21/22/23

Operating Hours: Sun – Thurs: 12pm – 10pm

Fri, Sat, Eve of PH & PH: 11am – 11pm

What He Wants where we can get perfumes, facial or shampoo for our boyfriend.

WHAT HE WANTS

#01-06

Operating Hours: Mon – Sun: 12pm – 10pm

+20 Bulbs for their amazing dresses which are designed by themselves or imported from other country eg. Brazil.

+20 Bulbs

#01-08

Operating Hours: Mon – Wed: 12pm – 9pm, Thurs: 12pm – 10.30pm

Fri – Sat: 11am – 11pm, Sun: 12pm – 9pm

SPIN THE BOTTLE so we can get our customized bags (= something new yeah? Everyone loves to be different in their own ways, and its not wrong.

SPIN THE BOTTLE

#01-02

Operating Hours: Mon – Fri: 12.30pm – 10.30pm

Sat & Sun: 12.30pm – 1am

LEFTFOOT to get myself pretty sneakers! And the best part is that, right now they are having Star Wars special giveaways. It could be a brilliant Valentine’s day gift for your boyfriend or even girlfriend!

LEFTFOOT

#01-19/20

Operating Hours: Mon – Thurs: 12pm – 10pm

Fri: 12pm – 11.30pm, Sat: 12pm – 12am, Sun: 12.30pm – 10pm

WOODWOULD because everyone needs to at least go in once! You can get awesome journals and diary for shopping, travelling etc. Or even cool stationaries! Maybe I can even get something for my cousin wedding! <3 <3

WOODWOULD

#03-03

Operating Hours: Mon – Fri: 12pm – 9pm

Sat – Sun: 12pm – 10pm

PHEWW. That’s a whole lot of shopping and window shopping! But that’s not all you know. We still need to pamper ourselves :D

And one of the best way to have FUN is to pamper ourselves by going for a massage at SPA ELEMENTS :D Oh, I can hear you readers going; “MASSAGE AT SPA ELEMENTS?! ARE YOU SOME RICH KIDDO OR WHAT?! STOP SPENDING YOUR PARENTS MONEY!” Well, NEWS FLASH babies they are having special promotions and you’ll know how to go around having it at the end of the post <3

SPA ELEMENTS

#03-19

Operating Hours: Mon – Fri: 11am – 9pm

Sat & Sun: 10.30am – 8pm

And after a good 30 mins massage, we than pamper our nails and toes by having manicure and pedicure! Sounds awesome yeah? But this can only be done at a good price, good ambience and good service at a shop known as, FOREST + TREES.

FOREST + TREES

#03-02

Operating Hours: Mon – Sun: 11am – 10pm

Ok lets be real, after manicure and pedicure obviously I wouldn’t want my pretty nails to be ruined right? So after which we’ll have a break at STARBUCKS over coffee and its catching up moments!

STARBUCKS

#01-05A

Operating Hours: Mon – Thu: 8.30am – 11pm

Fri & eve of PH: 8.30am – 2am

Sat: 9am – 2am

Sun & PH: 9am – 11pm

And I’ve this bad habit of looking through all my shopping bags after I’m done with it and that could be a good time for me to admire all the new stuff I’ll be buying.

I’m getting all psych after typing all this out! Can’t wait for Tuesday, 16^th February better come fast!!

P.S There are not much photos in this entry because I want to keep the authenticity of the shopping centre since the building itself has so much history to live up. But I hope the entrance photos of the shop help you lovelies to get around the shopping centre easily :D

P.P.S And my dears, of course there are more shops where you can find house furnitures, get new haricuts, waxing, ice cream, more food place you can enjoy :D

So, if you want to know more and get to know of promotions before anyone else does, all you have to do is

Join The Cathay Facebook page (http://www.facebook.com/thecathay) to get updated with latest promos, events, contests & giveaways!”

Like, I did :D

Credits

Shop information : http://www.thecathay.com.sg, myself!

Photos : MYSELF, woodwould.wordpress.com.

XOXO

i know you love me

Goldfish memory.

2010-02-10T19:09:00.000+08:00

I noticed that on my previous post, I forgot to tell you lovelies that I actually walked from East Coast to Changi with my cousin on Sunday morning. Yes, we're crazy.

Luckily she drives. :D

The mirror makes me look fat )= I don't like at all. Alright, that's all. Stay happy everyone :D

XOXO

i know you love me!

Weekend, weekend, weekend. I love weekend.

2010-02-09T18:45:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday had dinner with my aunties for my aunt birthday :D Really happy for her, she just turned 51! I hope there'll be more celebration for her in years to come! I was so please with myself when I see her smile so widely when she opened the gift I bought for her (= Not a big dinner, just a simple gathering at Bedok North Seafood place. Hope she enjoyed herself!

Birthday girl is in purple color scarf <3

I'm sorry (HAHAHAHAHAH!) but we were all hungry..

I wore this for dinner (= And my aunties knew that I was dressing up (or at least tried to be, damn it!) pocahontas <3

Eh, don't judge me by the mess at the back okay! I just finished bathing (and yes, the towel was hung) (=

On Sunday was even more splendid, it called for shopping with my parent :D Bough 5 cans of Abalones! YUMMMMYY!! Can't wait for steamboat session with my cousins (= (= It's going to be so much fun! Besides that, bought a few household stuff and got myself color pens :D :D i was ultimately like a small little girl dancing around when my dad paid for it (and the best part, they don't know that the freaking pens cost them $30!) HAHAHA! Yes, $30 is nothing to you guys but for my parents to be me things which cost that much plus I already have them is not easy you know )= I'm kinda pathetic )= )=

Had dinner at East Coast! And the indian stall holder was such an idiot and asked my parents if I was a malay just because I heard him say the price wrongly. I so sad )= )= Haiyah, don't care. Show off to you people my color pens :D

Anyway, on Monday spend some time with my boyf and I took a (okay not exactly "a") photo of myself and I really like how my eyes kinda SHINE in this photo :D

Btw, those arms are muscle. I can carry things which my mum was shocked for her life to see me carry! Okay, I'm just comforting myself though I can really carry a box of new fan :D HEE. STRONG GIRL EH!

I'm out of here, study hard and play hard people.

XOXO

I know you love me.

FOR SALE!

2010-02-06T16:17:00.000+08:00

Everything will fit UK 6-8.

contact : midnightchats@hotmail.com

I do trades for certain items, payments to be made with 24hrs.

Meet up is only at my convenience, I'll not be responsible for lost mail items.

I reserve items but when the first buyer to make payment will get the item.

XOXO.

COTTON ON BLACK SHIRT, TAG XS.

JAY JAYS SHINY DRESS

COTTON ON TOP/MINI DRESS

KIMONO DRESS

TUBE TOP/MINI TUBE DRESS

ADIDAS HI-CUT

$120 (PRICE-NEGO)

There are still more, but I need to run do some stuff now. Do keep coming back! Hope to hear from you girls soon (=

XOXO

I know you love me.

Friday's amazing the away it is.

2010-02-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

My Friday was kinda dull but the boy kinda brighten it up (= Was suppose to meet Juliana but was cancelled and I was in major pain (body ache and tummy and lack of sleep) but everything went oh so perfectly after I woke up from my sleep. Met up with the boy, my phone was dead! Saw Han in the train (so happy and excited!!)

I had an extreme bimbo moment while waiting for the bus. I'm going to tell you what happened but please mind my language (my English is very poor).

My boyfriend and I will board bus 36 to orchard, suntec and cathay most of the time and today we decided to go city hall as we need to get stuff. Bus 36 came along but it was super crowded and he texted IRIS and next bus would be arriving in 18mins so we checked the board for whichever other buses that goes to Suntec.

Boy : We can take 16. But it goes to SMU, YMCA.

Me : Can what, YMCA is at Cathay what. (I clearly forgotten that we're suppose to be going Suntec and not Cathay!)

Boy : Yes, but it only goes to SMU.. (got cut by me)

Me : 16 IS HERE! QUICK!!

We board the bus, (yes my boyf gives in a lot to me HAHA!)

Boy : You know where is YMCA?

Me : YA! Its near cathay what. Its the same stop as 36!

Boy : We're going to City Hall; Suntec.

Me : OH YA! (And of course couldn't stop laughing)

I clean forgot about going to the Suntec part but luckily 16 stopped at the backside of Suntec. It was raining cat and dogs though but we made our way through (= Headed to Plaza Singapura to get my Fried Mars Balls! Total awesomeness! Boy first time to try (such a loser!) HEE. Now he knows why I'm so hooked to it! After which we walked around aimlessly and my already awesome boyf bought me my organiser!

Nice right? I KNOW! HEE. :D :D Are you girls turning green? TOO BAD! Btw, I just received an email regarding Oasis Touch 2010. And I can't play because on the 8th is my freaking awesome exam! )= )=

I hope the girls will send in a team and play! I'm sure they'll do awesome! Remember girls, have fun! I'll miss you girls )= I'm already missing training )=

Have a great weekend everyone.

XOXO

I know you love me.

Thursday Blues

2010-02-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

Well, yesterday I had a refreshing hair cut :D I've fringe now! Very very happy. HEE. Anyway, each and everyone of you need to at least try to have your hair done at Vybe's Hairdressing Salon.

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Singapore-City-Singapore/Vybes-Hairdressing/64527758787?ref=ts

Its ranged at affordable prices so not to worry about that either! You know its normal for us girls to just go inside a salon and really don't know what to do with our hair? Well no fret when you visit this particular store! They'll do a brief recommendation and advise but of course ultimately you make the final decision (D'UH ITS YOUR HAIR!). They do for boys too, don't worry there are male hair stylist around :D :D The shop is basically for anyone at any age!

The first time I visit the salon was back in 2005. My hair was in a total havoc and mess and disgusting (you'll see photos later!). Ever since that visit, I've never stop visiting them for my hair cut :D Lets see the changes..

2004

2005

2006

2007

2008

2009

2010

A journey of my life with different hair, yes I know I was very ugly. So just shut up okay. My point is that, my hair is freaking amazing now compared to last time you know! I need to bring mummy to do hair treatment!! Definitely before CNY if not my hair will be a disaster. And I fyi, 14th February is not a normal day for me, its my cousin wedding, Valentine day, CNY. Pretty happy though (= (= Probably on the 15th will be having steamboat at my place with my cousin (though nothing is confirmed). Pretty excited. This month is going to pass by super duper fast.

Had some issues with myself lately. At times I feel that I'm thinking too much but when I look back at old photos I notice that something really needs to be done. Though my boy thinks that I'm perfectly normal and the same, I still think that something needs to be done. I know that talk is cheap so tomorrow, something will be done.

Moving on, school has been a bore. Seriously, what can anyone expect for revision month? I'll be visiting CAT tomorrow after class need to clarify some stuff so I can know where to move after ITE. Stopped training and I'm still felling as exhausted, with the amount of shit loads that has been transferred to my brain doesn't help me to rest, not one bit!!

This post is getting nowhere and I pretty think its kinda redundant so I'm going to stop here.

P.S. I've watched GLEE Season 1 finish, where is Season 2?!

XOXO

I know you love me (: